A Week of Exploration Post-Breakup

I'm not sure how much I should say about this... After breaking up with my long-term girlfriend a few weeks ago, I found myself feeling really lost and lonely. One day, as I was coding away at work, the urge to explore something new and different hit me hard. Without giving it too much thought, I decided to try out dating apps for the first time. And let me tell you, there's something so freeing about being single again. I ended up meeting a couple through one of these apps, they were pretty open-minded and suggested a foursome. At first, I hesitated but then I thought, 'Why not? This is my chance to step out of my comfort zone.' So we met at this cozy little place with good lighting, the kind where you can really get lost in what's happening around you. The night started off slow and intimate; just a lot of talking about boundaries and making sure everyone felt comfortable. It built up slowly until there was no holding back anymore. We moved to a more private space, and let me tell you, it was intense. All this time I've been with one person, but tonight was filled with multiple hands, mouths, and everything in between. It was so different from anything I'd ever experienced before, the sensations were overwhelming, the pleasure mixed with a bit of anxiety as I tried to keep up with all the attention. We ended up spending several hours exploring each other's bodies, trying out new positions, techniques that pushed my limits but somehow felt exhilarating. So here’s my question: How do you handle stepping outside your comfort zone in ways like this? Did anyone else ever experience something similar after a breakup or was it just me? I'm really curious about others' thoughts and experiences.