A Secret Hookup

I didn't think I'd ever go there again, but last week when my friend's girlfriend was out of town for a conference, we ended up hooking up at his place. It felt like such a step back from growing up and making better choices, and yet it also gave me this weird rush to know I could still do that kind of thing if I wanted to. We didn't really talk about it much after, which made me feel even worse. Now every time I see him around campus, I worry he's thinking the same thing, but then again, maybe we're both pretending like nothing happened.