my secret patient encounter

i was supposed to be professional but there was this one patient, she just had something about her that got under my skin. we talked a bit extra every visit, and i found myself looking forward to seeing her. not for the work or anything, it was... more than that. one night i gave in, we went beyond talking. it felt wrong on so many levels but also right in a way that's hard to explain. afterwards, everything changed between us, now there’s this tension and desire lingering every time she comes in. it's like an unspoken bond formed, but i know i shouldn't be feeling this way about her. still, the thought of not seeing her again is unbearable.