A Night of Taboo Roleplay

I'm a 35-year-old nurse with a loving partner who accepts me for who I am but doesn't share my fascination with role-playing as a medical professional. Last night, we had an arrangement where she would play the patient in a very intimate setting, and it was incredibly intense. She trusted me completely, allowing me to take on this authority-driven persona that's usually confined to my work life. The boundaries were clear, everything was consensual and safe, but stepping into that role felt like crossing over into another world. We used all kinds of medical-themed props and she even let me dress her in a hospital gown. The power dynamic was thrilling, but also left me questioning whether it was right for someone outside my professional life to see me this way. Afterwards, I couldn't stop thinking about how different the experience felt compared to our usual encounters. Part of me wonders if there's something unhealthy or too close to reality in treating my partner as a patient. Do others feel conflicted after playing such a specific role? Is it okay for us to explore this again, or should we seek out other ways to spice up our relationship that don't involve crossing professional boundaries so closely?