Operation: Keep Calm and Carry On

Went on a solo weekend trip for some downtime. Met someone at a bar who said they were free, so we went back to my hotel room. He's not young anymore but has that rugged look of guys who've been places. We did it twice, once standing up in the shower and another round with lube and toys on the bed. Kept the lights low so I wouldn't be able to see too much. Now I'm back home, wondering if anyone noticed me being slightly more relaxed this week. No one needs to know about my little escape from reality, right? Maybe just keep doing what I did before, act like nothing changed.