Keeping My Secret Desire Hidden from Him...

I never thought I'd feel this way about something so taboo, yet here I am. Ever since we got married and I decided to be a stay-at-home parent... everything's been perfect in my world, except for this nagging feeling deep down that just won't go away. It started slowly, these daydreams... fantasies if you will. Of another man. A colleague from work who stopped by one day when he had some errand running near our home and ended up chatting with me for hours... He's married too but there was this spark between us, an understanding. Since then, I've been having secret rendezvous with him whenever we can sneak away under the guise of a lunch meeting or something equally plausible... It's exhilarating and terrifying all at once to keep this from my husband... But even though it feels wrong, I know deep down that I'd do it again if I could. It’s just one of those things that happened, kept hidden but never truly forgotten...