my secret kink

i dont know why but ever since i met this guy online hes been my everything we talk all the time and he knows im married but he gets me in ways no one else does. last week we decided to try a video call just for fun like a webcam thing you know? it was crazy how much i wanted him even though its not real. when we started talking dirty and teasing each other my body just reacted, this intense heat between my legs building up. he told me exactly what he wanted to do if he could be here in person. the way he described things like sucking my cock hard and making me cum over and over... it was so vivid and erotic i had to touch myself right there. fingers working inside me as his voice made me come again and again. thinking about him, fantasizing about being with him when im alone drives me wild. its a dangerous secret but it feels like the only thing that understands my sexual side now.