Secrets Under the Covers

Got married last year after being single for a while now. Decided I wanted someone by my side...but there's this other guy from before who's still in my life, secretly. We keep it low-key and strictly phone calls/texts, nothing physical yet. My wife doesn't know about him at all, she'd be furious if she did. Been tempted to tell her but always chickened out in the end...because I can't bring myself to give up the thrill of being sneaky about it. It's my little secret and I love knowing that nobody else knows about our late-night conversations or plans for when we might finally meet again outside of texts....it's so exciting, having something only one other person sees.