Caught in the Moment After Divorce

I've been trying to stay busy since my recent divorce, but tonight felt different. We had just wrapped up a counseling session where we both admitted things weren't working anymore. As I walked home alone, the loneliness hit me hard. That's when she texted, my old college friend who'd always intrigued me with her wild side. We ended up at her place, and before long, our clothes were scattered everywhere. It was intense, but after it was over, there was a heavy silence. I felt guilty about what we did, yet also oddly relieved to have something to hold onto from my past.