Behind Closed Doors

my husband has no idea about this side of me. at work, i put on a smile and go through the motions but when i get home, it’s different. last week, i met someone discreetly through an app and we did things that shocked even me. he knew exactly what i wanted, all these kinks and fantasies my husband never understood. i felt alive in ways i haven’t in years. im torn between wanting to be honest with him or keep this secret side of myself.