to my shrink and my husband...

i dont know why i am confessing this to you but last night while on call at the hospital i met a patient who was like me in his 30s but divorced and we just clicked instantly, there's something about being a nurse that lets you see past all that superficial stuff. we talked late into the night over coffee in the break room, he told me how alone he feels and im not gonna lie i felt kinda bad for him. when my shift ended around 2am we both were looking at each other like no one else existed. it was just so electric and natural but its wrong i know. i kissed him, then before either of us knew it, we were doing it right there on a table in the supply closet. he was all over me, fingers inside me already wet for him, sliding out my gyno tools without permission... but it felt like the moment we had been waiting for our whole lives. i kept thinking about how this would be such a bad idea if my husband found out and now im here telling you about it instead of him. its gonna eat at me until i confess.