i did something i never thought i would

hey guys it's been a week since my breakup and yeah i'm still grieving but today was weird as hell. like i went to work feeling pretty normal, except for the usual low-level sadness about jake leaving me, when suddenly this total stranger at the shop comes in and is just like damn girl you look hot or something and it turns out he had a girlfriend that used to come in here too but she was gone now. we started talking and laughing and flirting all day long and by closing time i felt so weirdly alive, you know? and i guess i just wanted that feeling to keep going cos i ended up getting his number and meeting him at this random motel down the street for some wild makeout session and then oh god it turns out he loves doggy style but there was no way around that because my legs were like jelly and needed support, so we did a lot of that. his dick felt big in me and i couldn't believe how wet i got just from being with this guy i barely knew. jake never made me feel this good before and it's been driving me crazy thinking about it all week long even though deep down i know it was just sex to ease the pain