got my first blowjob from an old friend

i was out at a bar one night with a few buddies and ran into this old friend of mine we went to high school together. she always had a thing for me back then but i never felt the same way till now. been casually dating guys since transitioning but its not really clicked yet, you know? anyway, long story short, she was interested in getting to know me again and asked if i wanted to grab drinks. so we did, got some beers, talked about old times and stuff like that. the night went on and it started feeling kinda romantic between us. i could tell shes still into me and hesitated asking cause im not sure what i feel right now but the drinks made me bolder. i asked if she would come back to my place with me, just as friends but maybe more if it felt right. she was game for anything so we headed home. once at mine, things got a bit steamy and next thing you know shes on her knees giving me head for the first time ever. i mean its not like im some virgin or anything but this was my first blowjob from a girl. it felt pretty damn good but also weird in some ways. she was so into it though and really knew what she was doing. we didnt end up sleeping together that night, just had some intense make out sessions and cunnilingus after. the next day i was conflicted cause im not sure if i feel romantic for her or this was just about the physical attraction. anyway thats my confession.