miss you

broke up with my longterm boyfriend about a month ago, not sure where things will go from here. after we split i saw this other person at the coffee shop one day who had always made an impression on me in the past, but he was dating someone else then too...anyway we start chatting again and suddenly there's chemistry where before it seemed like maybe just friendship. got together a few times while hes still with his girlfriend which complicates things but i couldn't help myself, felt so good to be wanted again even if its all secretive. now hes done and im back feeling lost like always.