Exploring Freedom Post-Divorce

After my recent divorce, I decided to explore an open relationship. It felt like a natural step after years of monogamy. The freedom was exhilarating but also confusing; each new encounter made me question whether it had truly been what I wanted. One night, I found myself with two partners simultaneously, an experience that blurred lines and raised more questions than answers. Why is it so hard to define my desires now? What do you think, can someone find true satisfaction in non-monogamy?