My Engagement Gift Was More Than I Expected

I knew my fiancé had a thing for anal play ever since our first anniversary. He gave me this massive dildo as an engagement gift, and we decided to try it out right there in his bedroom. As soon as he started guiding it inside me, I couldn't believe how tight everything felt, I mean, really tight. The head was just enough to stretch my hole so much that every inch after that required the utmost control from both of us. Once it was all the way in, we paused for a moment to catch our breath and let everything sink in. His fingers were brushing against me elsewhere as he gently pulled out, teasing me before plunging back into that spot where I crave him most. It felt like an eternity before we started moving together, both of us trying to find this perfect rhythm without losing control or hurting each other. By the time we finally found it and let ourselves go wild, my body was buzzing with sensations I never knew possible. The friction and depth created waves of pleasure that seemed to multiply with every thrust. I screamed his name as he brought me to orgasm after orgasm, feeling completely exposed yet utterly safe in his arms. I’m curious though, am I the only one who’s ever done something like this? Have any others tried anal toys during an engagement or wedding prep period? Is it just me being a freak for enjoying something so intense with such meaning attached?