last night

i was so lonely last night after my fiancé went to sleep early for work tomorrow. i had this deep longing for him but also this ache that he wasn't there in the moment with me. so i put on some soft music and started touching myself, thinking of all the times we've been intimate. i imagined his hands sliding over me, fingers tracing my curves, lips exploring every inch of skin. i got so turned on just picturing him but it was bittersweet cuz he wasn't actually here to share it with me. still ended up fingering myself hard and deep, moaning out his name as i came alone in the dark. kinda left feeling both hot and hollow inside.