A Legal Mind's Secret Fantasy

I never imagined that my first year of law school would be marked by a persistent sense of isolation. Despite being in a relationship, there’s an unspoken fantasy that nags at me whenever we spend the night together. It involves role-playing a client-lawyer dynamic, but with roles reversed, me as the vulnerable party and him as the authoritative figure. I’ve hinted at it once or twice, but his response has been lukewarm at best. Perhaps it’s my imagination running wild, but there’s something about this fantasy that feels like a secret refuge from the pressures of academic life.