A Night That Changed Everything

I never thought I'd be sitting here typing out my most recent indiscretion. It feels like just yesterday when my world was shattered by the divorce papers, but so much has happened since then. One night stands became a common thing, but there was this one particular evening that felt... different. The person wasn't even someone from work or social circles; we met at an event I barely remember attending. We ended up back at my place, and things got heated quickly. I'm not sure if it's because of the loneliness or just a random connection, but something about him made me feel alive again. We didn’t talk much during that night, just let our bodies take over. The next morning was awkward; we exchanged pleasantries and went separate ways. But here’s what keeps bothering me: Did I actually feel something? Was there an emotional attachment or just a physical release from the stress of everything else? I know it’s silly to wonder about someone you barely know, but it's been nagging at me. Anyone out there have any advice for how to deal with these kinds of situations? Am I overthinking this too much?