Just Let Go

Since we broke up with Alex last month, I've been struggling to let go. Tonight, I decided to attend a local LGBTQ+ meet-up hoping for some casual connections. Unexpectedly, I found myself attracted to someone older and more experienced. We ended up spending the night together, exploring fantasies and desires neither of us had ever shared before. It felt liberating but also unsettling, why am I seeking comfort from someone new instead of grieving my loss?