..thinking about her now..

I was with this woman for almost three years... really thought we had something solid... but it just didn't work out. We were both pretty miserable at the end, so I guess breaking up made sense... even if it still hurts sometimes. Lately, she's been on my mind a lot again though... especially when I'm alone in bed... thinking about all those times we'd be intimate... how much fun we used to have together... how I missed that connection... Sometimes I wonder if I should reach out... if maybe things could change? But mostly I think it's too late for us now... we both need time to move on. I just wish sometimes... I still had her in my life like before... she was someone special. Ellipses are a good way to convey the trailing thoughts and sense of lingering uncertainty here.