Just One Night Of Indulgence

I recently got divorced and am in a great relationship with my current partner. It's been solid for months, but I had this overwhelming urge to explore something new. Last week, I met an ex-colleague at a bar, someone who I've always found incredibly attractive. We both knew we were playing with fire, but there was an undeniable connection. After a few drinks, we went back to my place and what happened that night... let's just say it was everything I had been repressing for months. The intensity, the rawness of our desires coming out in every touch and whisper. We didn't use each other’s names or refer to anything from before. It was clear we were both adults making a deliberate choice. I felt so alive during those moments, but afterwards, there's this lingering feeling of needing to figure out what this means for me moving forward.