A Slippery Slope ...

I’ve been in this relationship for five years now. It’s stable and loving, but there’s a side to me that hasn’t come up until recently. During my residency, I’d occasionally visit strip clubs as a way to unwind...but lately, the urge has returned. Last night, after an exhausting day at work, I found myself slipping into fantasies of watching someone perform for me.... It feels wrong somehow, but it’s also a release that I haven’t experienced with anyone else since those days. My partner wouldn’t approve, and it makes me wonder if this is just another form of escapism from the stress of my job...