My Kink Surprises Me at Work

Hi there! So I'm a nurse in my late 30s and I've always been into roleplay and kinks. Usually, it's nothing too crazy, maybe some light bondage or playful domination in the privacy of our bedroom. But recently, something unexpected happened on the job that left me both shocked and strangely excited. I was assisting with a routine check-up when my patient, let's call him Alex, mentioned he had an allergy to latex gloves but was okay with non-latex options. As I switched out his glove material, I couldn't help but notice how...invigorated this made me feel. The idea of having restricted access or using alternative supplies got my imagination running wild. Now, here's where things get a bit confusing for me: normally, these kinds of thoughts would be strictly off-limits at work. But in the moment, something about being the one with control over his comfort and care felt exhilarating, almost as if I was roleplaying a dominatrix or nurse practitioner who makes decisions based on their expertise rather than just following protocol. Am I crazy for finding this oddly stimulating? Is it okay to have fantasies where your work environment becomes part of something more intimate but in an abstract way, without actually acting on them? Anyone else ever felt this weird mix of professional duties and personal kinks intertwine like this?