My First Solo College Experience

Ever since I started law school this year, my roommate has had a steady stream of girls over. They're usually studying together or something, but let's be real, I see the way she looks at them. Anyway, one night I finally cracked and gave into all that temptation. It was late, everyone else had gone to bed, and her door was locked. So there I am, alone in my room, feeling frustrated and horny after a long day of lectures and reading. I thought about all the times I saw those girls walk by, their confidence in this new environment unlike anything I've felt yet. It pushed me over the edge, so I started touching myself under the sheets, imagining one of them was with me instead of her guy next door. The fantasy got wilder as I went on, and it really helped relieve some stress. But now that it's out there, it feels like a vulnerable secret I'm sharing, I wish I could be more confident in my own skin without needing these little escapes.