The Unexpected Turn On

So I guess this is my confession about something that happened recently. My fiancée and I were trying out a new roleplay last night, one where she plays the dominant partner, which wasn't what we'd usually do before. It's funny how these things change over time, right? Anyway, so here's the weird part: I kind of got turned on by this because it felt different from anything else we've done before. But then my mind started wandering to all sorts of places, like, why am I suddenly into this dynamic now? Is there something deeper going on that I'm not acknowledging? It’s just odd how a simple change in power roles can flip your entire perspective. Then, as if on cue, she tells me she wants to try out the handcuffs from her secret drawer. Now, usually I’m all about being fully present during our sessions, but this time I felt distant, like my head was elsewhere, thinking too much instead of just feeling. So weird, huh? It's almost like I'm not sure if I should explore this side or push it away because it’s new and different. Or maybe it has something to do with her being in charge now, that shift making me curious about other possibilities.