Caught Me Off Guard

I ended things with Alex a week ago, but I keep thinking back to the night we broke up. We were at my place, talking about moving on, when she leaned in and kissed me. Caught me off guard, to be honest, it was like she hadn't let go yet. I didn't push her away, even though we both knew it wasn't right anymore. Afterwards, we just lay there in the dark, saying nothing. It felt wrong then, and now it feels worse.