felt really weird last night

i was watching some adult stuff on my laptop late last night and got turned on. the thing is, it wasn't something i usually go for or even think about much. but there i was, fingering myself to these videos with girls doing it together. feels kinda sick thinking about it now. i know i'm not into that kind of thing in real life and wouldn't want anything like that. still can't shake how wet i got though. i mean, i'm married but we rarely do it anymore and it's been a while since i felt this turned on by anything. what does that even say about me? i don't know why i was into it but now the thought won't leave my head.