The Patient's Secret Pleasure...

It's been months since I started seeing Dr. Harris as my patient. From the start, there was an undeniable attraction between us, but he’s always kept professional. Recently though, after a particularly long session about my stress and anxiety, things got complicated... I’ve been in a non-monogamous relationship for years now, open to exploring different dynamics with consent from both of us. When Dr. Harris mentioned his own challenges with maintaining boundaries during our sessions, it felt like an opportunity... I suggested we experiment together outside the office setting. He agreed and gave me explicit consent forms we both signed before meeting up at a hotel one evening. The anticipation built as he arrived, our mutual desires were clear from the way we looked at each other... Our connection intensified once inside, our fingers exploring every inch of each other's bodies... I felt his erection against my thigh and moaned, guiding him to lie back on the bed while I straddled his lap. His hands roamed up my thighs as he kissed down my neck. The moment we started, there was no going back. My nurse uniform didn't last long once it got in our way... After foreplay, I impaled myself onto him, feeling every inch of him stretching me open... I can’t help but feel guilty about what happened that night, we both knew the risks and decided to take them together... We agreed not to discuss it at all during professional hours. But now, seeing him in the office...it feels different. I’m still processing my feelings about our encounter. It was an intense experience, something I’ve never felt with anyone else before... And so here I am, writing this down as a way of understanding what happened and how to proceed. Was it a mistake? An important step in my journey towards deeper intimacy? Only time will tell...