My Secret Playground

I’ve been married for thirty years, but lately I’ve found myself drawn to younger men. It started with a student at the university where I teach, and now it’s escalated to meeting strangers online who are in their twenties or early thirties. Last night, after hours of chatting anonymously on an app, we finally met up in a motel room. We exchanged no names, just our bodies. He had this raw energy that made me feel young again, his hands exploring every inch of my skin like it was uncharted territory. I felt alive and wanted like never before. Is this normal for someone my age? Am I losing my mind?