Struggling With My Role

I'm a high school teacher and I've been dating casually for the past few months. There's this one guy, Alex, smart, kind, but we're not exclusive yet. Last night, we finally did it. The intimacy was exhilarating, yet exhausting. His cock fit me perfectly, sliding in deep as he thrusted without hesitation. My walls clamped down around him, pulsing eagerly, wanting more than just casual sex. Afterward, I felt a lingering sadness mixed with a burning desire for something deeper, something real. It's hard to be honest with myself, let alone another person, about what I really need from a relationship. Do you feel like your casual encounters ever leave you feeling unsatisfied? Share in the comments.