...Exploring Alone...

I've been married for twenty years now, and it's not like things are terrible or anything. We're just kind of... settled. Last week though, I found this really niche fetish site online, and before I knew it, I was signing up and sending a message to someone about roleplaying... something really taboo for me. The thrill of talking openly about stuff we've never touched on is exhilarating... It's not like I plan to go anywhere with it or cheat in any way, but the thought of exploring these kinks virtually still sends shivers down my spine... I just can't help wondering if I'm missing out on something by keeping this locked up inside...