why did i do this

im an artist and last night i met up with my friend jake who used to be my fling years ago. we havent talked in ages but agreed to meet and catch up over drinks. as the night went on it turned steamy and before long i was fucking him senseless against a wall at his place. looking back i feel confused because i really dont want to start anything again with jake im happy being single...but now hes gonna think differently.