...It's Over Now ...

Got divorced last month... First time since it happened, just went to this place where we used to stay... He was there with his new chick... Told her I'd be right back... Felt so empty... So I pulled my hand down my pants, wrapped it around what was hard for him but not me anymore... Pulled till the end and started moving, imagining him watching over my shoulder... Felt sick as hell but also... relieved...