Felt Like My Body Had a Mind of Its Own

I've been in a relationship for three years now, but there's something that's been bothering me recently. It started about six months ago when I began to notice an unusual surge in my libido that wasn't necessarily triggered by anything specific from my partner or external circumstances. One day, after weeks of this heightened state, we were at his place and I found myself aggressively pulling him into a bedroom kiss, pushing him onto the bed. He seemed taken aback but quickly responded, returning to the passion he usually reserves for nights when we're both emotionally invested. As we undressed each other, my hands moved with an urgency that surprised me, almost as if they had a mind of their own. My fingers explored his body in ways I hadn't before, pressing and pulling him closer, eager to feel the hardness forming between us. When we finally joined, it was intense, my hips moving faster than usual, thrusting into him without pause or hesitation. It felt raw, primal, and yet exhilaratingly uncontrollable. Afterward, there was a lingering discomfort, as if I hadn't fully engaged with this newfound energy, but rather let it take over. Despite everything feeling intensely satisfying at the time, it left me questioning my own desires and how they've shifted without my full awareness.