Pushing Limits Last Night

Last night, I found myself in a situation that pushed all my limits. After a particularly stressful week at the office, I decided to meet up with an acquaintance, Alex, who had mentioned being interested in exploring rough sex scenes during our last conversation. We hadn't seen each other since then, but after some playful messaging back and forth, we agreed to finally give it a try. The night began innocently enough, sharing drinks and catching up on old times. But the real adventure started when Alex brought out a small bag containing restraints, blindfolds, and various toys that I had only heard about in movies before. Initially hesitant but intrigued, I decided to fully commit once we both agreed it would be consensual and enjoyable for both of us. As soon as the lights dimmed, the atmosphere changed dramatically. Alex's dominance was immediately apparent; their touch became firmer and more commanding with each passing moment. Being bound and blindfolded only heightened my senses, every caress, every word sent shivers down my spine. The intensity ramped up to a point where I couldn't tell if I wanted to pull away or dive deeper into the experience. When we finally came back to reality under soft moonlight, I was left feeling a mix of exhilaration and disbelief at what had transpired. Is it normal for someone in my late twenties to find such extreme scenarios appealing? Or am I just indulging in something too risky and unfamiliar? What are your thoughts on pushing these kinds of boundaries?