i'm such a freak

ok so my partner and i are doing pretty well sexually most of the time but there's this one thing that just drives me wild. i get off on being tied up, gagged, and basically made helpless while he fucks me super rough. it's not something we do all the time or anything but sometimes i want it so bad it hurts. last night i practically begged him to let me experience it again even though he's never really gotten into it himself. just watching a vid got me worked up enough that i couldn't sleep, kept picturing him tying my hands and putting this big dildo in me while i'm blindfolded. my clit is so fucking swollen and sensitive now from thinking about it, feels like it's going to burst if he doesn't do something soon. i can hear how weirded out he gets even when i talk about it normally but still...