...It Was Worth It Though...

I've been married to my husband for two years now, and he's always been super traditional about sex. But last week, I found out he was going away on a month-long deployment. That night, after we said our goodbyes, I just couldn't sleep. So I decided to surprise him with something... special before he left. I put on one of my old army uniforms and waited for him in the dark living room with candles lit and the place smelling of his favorite cologne. When he walked in, surprised but curious, I pulled him down onto the floor by the fireplace, stripping off his shirt right there... He started to protest at first, asking if this was a game... But when I undid his pants and got down on my knees for him, he softened up pretty quick. We were both naked in minutes and the sex was wild and raw, me being so submissive and letting him take control. He pounded into me like we wouldn't see each other again... It felt liberating to throw caution to the wind and go all out that night... So risky but I knew it'd be worth it for us, even if he won't admit it later. But oh man, the way he held me afterwards? The way his eyes locked onto mine in gratitude? It was clear he needed this as much as I did. I just couldn't wait any longer for him to return, you know? Needed that reminder of what we have before we're apart again. And now every night I remember it... Felt like the best goodbye and hello all at once.