My Secret Nighttime Fling

I never thought I'd find someone outside of my marriage that could make me feel like this. Every time Mike comes over, it's a mix of excitement and guilt. We've been meeting secretly for weeks now, and every moment feels electric. Last night was the best yet, he pinned me against the wall in his hotel room, kissing me so deeply I thought I might drown in sensation. His hands were everywhere, exploring every inch of my body like it was new territory. When he finally slipped inside, it felt wild and exhilarating, our bodies moving in sync like we'd been together forever. I love how different this feels from home, there's no room for the past here, just raw lust between us. I'm so caught up in these secret nights that I've started to wonder if there’s anything wrong with me. Does everyone have a naughty side they hide? Is it okay to crave something more intense than what my spouse and I share anymore? What should I do when this feels right and I know marriage isn’t? Advice, anyone?