Detached Encounter

I've been with my partner for three years now and generally we have a great sex life. Recently though, I've had this fantasy of being in a professional setting, like at the office or somewhere public but formal, where I'm dressed up as if I were at work and she's my dominant superior boss who tells me what to do sexually. It's very much about control and power dynamics from both of us, with her having authority over me. The idea is that we both get off on how submissive I am in this scenario, it’s not anything hardcore or dark, just playful dominance. I shared my interest in this fantasy last week when we were talking about trying new things together. She said she understood but wasn't interested in the CNC aspect of playing a boss with power over me; for her, role-playing isn't something she's into and the idea of being dominant doesn’t appeal to her. It made me feel conflicted because it’s not an easy kink to talk about or explore without someone understanding you. To be honest, it was a relief that I got this off my chest with her; I didn’t want any assumptions about why we’re not as close sexually anymore. On the other hand, it’s weird knowing there are parts of me she’ll never see and won't understand fully because of how much I keep to myself.