Ex's Surprise Visit

Went out to celebrate my divorce last night, got pretty drunk and ended up at an adult club. I hadn't seen or spoken to my ex in months, but there he was with a couple of his buddies. He saw me and smirked like he knew exactly what he wanted. Before I could even protest, we were back at my place, drinks in hand. I tried telling him no, that it wasn’t right, but he just laughed. Said something about how he’d always loved watching me lose control. Next thing I know, I was doing things with him I hadn't done for years, hell, hadn’t even wanted to do before we split up. It felt... wrong and right all at the same time. Everyone keeps telling me I’ll get over him eventually, but if he shows up again tomorrow night, I might just let it happen all over again.