Post-Divorce Lapse

I was so lost after my divorce. One night, I met this guy at a bar, and we clicked right away. We ended up back at his place. The sex was wild, raw, he took me roughly on the bed. My body responded like it hadn't in years. His fingers dug into my hips as he moved inside of me, hard and fast. I moaned loudly, felt wetter than ever before, slick with need. He reached around, rubbed my clit while still thrusting deep inside. We were both panting by the time we climaxed together. It was so intense, yet so wrong. Shame floods through me every time I think about it.