A Night Of Experimentation With An Old Friend...

So I just broke up with my long-term boyfriend after six years together. It's been a rollercoaster of emotions and reflections lately, and I've found myself feeling more adventurous than ever before... One day, an old friend from college reached out to me on Facebook Messenger. We'd always had this playful banter back in the day but never acted on it because we were too nervous or involved with other people... He asked how things were going with my ex and I started pouring out all of my frustrations and insecurities... He was so supportive and understanding, telling me that sometimes you need to break free from what's comfortable and try something new. That really struck a chord within me... So we ended up talking for hours about our favorite sexual fetishes and fantasies, things we had always wanted to explore but never did out of fear or hesitation... I realized that he actually meant it when he said 'sometimes you just need to go all in.' The more we talked, the more excited I became... Eventually, after a lot of back-and-forth texting, we decided to meet up at my place. It was one of those nights where the chemistry between us was undeniable... We ended up sharing an incredibly intimate evening together... I'll spare you the gory details but let's just say that it pushed all our boundaries and made both of us feel things we hadn't felt in a long time... Now, here's the thing: while this experience was exhilarating, it also left me wondering about what it means for my future relationships. Am I being fair to him? To myself? Or am I just exploring something that feels right now without thinking too much of consequences...