Just Trying to Cope

I recently got divorced after years of struggling with my husband's infidelity. Now I'm in an open relationship, trying to find my footing and figure out what I want from life without the chains of marriage holding me back. Last night, I met someone new at a party who understood the complexity of my situation. We had intense chemistry right away, and I let myself go, emotionally and physically. It was liberating but also incredibly sad because part of me still longs for stability and love. This new openness is scary and exciting; it’s like starting over but on my terms.