finally did it

been engaged forever and we never took the step, you know? the whole thing was building up so much tension but today, finally, i couldn’t wait anymore. pushed him against a wall in the back of the store where i work, right behind the break room. no time for foreplay or anything fancy like that, just pulled his pants down and started riding him hard from behind while he leaned on the door frame, his head between my legs as i grinded into him. it was so hot and unexpected, everything we’d been avoiding came crashing out in this crazy moment. after a few minutes of deep thrusting, he finally let go with a moan, cumming inside me like a wild animal. i leaned against the wall, panting and sweating for a while before pulling up my clothes again. can anyone relate to suddenly losing all self-control in such an awkward place? what did you do that surprised even yourself?