Lost My Virginity To A Stranger After Divorce

So here's the thing. I got divorced last month and it hit me hard. My marriage was a mess for years but I just couldn't face splitting up until now. Suddenly being single is tough, you know? I felt like I lost all my confidence and self-respect overnight. Anyway, so one night I had way too much to drink at this bar downtown. There were these guys giving me the eye but I was still wary, not quite ready for something that casual after marriage ended. Then out of nowhere this guy walks up, about thirty-five or forty, really handsome and built - he just took my breath away. Before I knew it we're in a dark corner making out. Next thing you know he's got me bent over the bar counter fucking me hard with no warning at all. There was no way to stop him once he started. My ass against that cold metal as his cock pounded into me - just balls-to-the-wall, take-what-you-want kind of sex. I felt used and empty after it but something about it snapped me out of my funk. So yeah, now I'm this divorcee who had a one night stand with a stranger in the back room of some dive bar. Not proud but kinda glad to finally break that virginity streak from college. Figured might as well post it and get it off my chest.