It Was All So Different Last Night

I've been single for a while now and I'm okay with that. Life's busy and it's not like the right person hasn't come along, but I haven't made a move yet. Maybe I just haven't felt the push to look further than my own circle of friends and casual hookups. Last night was different. My friend Sam invited me over for drinks and we started talking about our latest dates. I hadn't gone on any recently and Sam seemed disappointed, but I didn't want her thinking it's because I'm not trying hard enough. As the conversation turned to sex, Sam leaned in close and whispered she wanted something new. Her eyes locked onto mine with intensity that made my stomach churn. She suggested roleplay and mentioned a BDSM club she had heard about. My heart raced but I tried not to show it. After some negotiation on boundaries, we decided on a scenario: She would be the dominant one, her instructions binding for me, no talking back or questioning unless something felt unsafe. Arousal spiked within me as I imagined submitting fully and completely. We started out with light bondage - wrists tied together behind my back, standing in front of Sam who wore dominatrix gear. She slowly undid my jeans and let them fall to the floor. Next she guided me onto her bed where I lay on my stomach, legs bent at a sharp angle up by my head. Sam pulled out toys from her drawer - a riding crop for spanking, butt plugs of increasing size, lube. The anticipation was excruciating, building up until it finally broke with her first strike against my ass cheek, red marks stinging in the cool air. She then inserted the smallest plug and began to stretch me gently but thoroughly. When she felt I was adequately warmed up, Sam pulled out a large cock ring. She positioned herself behind me and stretched the entrance open before pushing inside. The sensations were overwhelming - fullness stretching my orifice combined with pleasure as she thrust hard and fast against my prostate. My orgasm came quickly, convulsions sending spunk splattering onto the sheets below. After cleaning up, we sat in silence for a moment processing what had just happened. Sam seemed pleased but reserved about furthering it, leaving the possibility open that this could be revisited in the future with other friends or alone. For now I'm left feeling confused - exhilarated from experiencing something new but uncertain if it was right.