just had fun tonight

dunno why i always end up here on my off nights but tonight was wild. been feeling low since the breakup and decided to take matters into my own hands. found this old toy that used to give me so much pleasure, put some music on, and just went for it. played with myself until i could barely breathe, really enjoyed losing control a bit. felt so good after, like i reclaimed something from the break up. no regrets here.