Bucking the Engagement Norms

I've been engaged to my partner for nearly a year now. We're both 28 and plan to tie the knot in six months, but there's one thing that I just can't keep out of our relationship: sex with other people. Last week, we went on a weekend trip together, and as usual, things got heated between us at night. After making love a couple times, I felt this overwhelming desire to push boundaries. So, in the middle of an orgasm, I whispered to him about my fantasies involving someone else joining our little party. It was risky, but he agreed, and we called on one of his college friends who's also 28. The three of us spent the rest of the night exploring each other’s bodies in ways that are definitely not talked about at dinner parties. We tried various positions, with me taking my partner from behind while he penetrated our friend from the front. I then got down and slid onto his thick cock as they watched, their hands guiding me. It was electric, raw, and so incredibly freeing. Afterward, we made sure to discuss everything openly to ensure everyone's comfort levels were respected. But deep down, I know this isn't something I'd want to give up easily.