Just Another Poly Day

So I'm in this open relationship with Sarah, and yesterday we decided to meet up with two guys from our group chat. We had this idea for a foursome, but it quickly turned into everyone just fooling around and getting each other off without penetration. It's funny how planned things never quite go as you expect. After that, I ended up hooking up with one of the guys for real, but then Sarah texted me saying she was meeting another guy back-to-back from the chat too. So now it's this big web of connections and feelings. It feels like no matter how open-minded you are, there’s always some kind of jealousy or insecurity poking through when things get physical.